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Name: Raymond
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 11/11/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: Hrm...What do YOU think "Uh 24 7 KiCkYn G" does? When you know...come back and tell me.
Expertise: Sleeping, being a couch potato, skipping school, saying the wrong things at the wrong time and talking frequently about absolutely nothing.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Member Since:
12/27/2002
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| Mood: Stubborn.
Warning: The following post will contain a lot of pictures. If your internet connection is not broadband, be mindful of the large bandwidth usage from this page.
Summer is nearly over. I got an A in my summer school course which i'm really happy about. However, I can't neglect the feeling of dissatisfaction. My family is constantly applying pressure on my graduation progress, love life (laughs), and financial situation. I'm 22 turning 23 this year. As if that matters? In fact, it has a lot to do with my stubbornness on my outlook of life. This will be my 6th year attending college, yet my path to independence, happiness, and a worthwhile career is as distant as our reach to the nearest burning star. Despite the personal dilemmas in my life, that is not the source of my mood. What has been really bothering me lies in my xanga. The other day, i browse through my old xanga posts only to find historical photos and entries of not just me, but the friends who shaped my character today. It's only been 4 years since i started a xanga and i can't help but feel deja vu. Whatever life has instored, I hope to continue making new friends and keep those who still make the effort to keep our friendship. Nevertheless, this is reality. Aside from ranting though, i will post some pictures of the great times ASP and others rejoiced in. *Note: The following pictures will contain no caption due to the arduous work involved in uploading the pictures alone.
Biking Trip 04':
 
         
Dinner @ 8 Immortals:
                    
New Year Party 05':
              
Buca Dinner 05':
                   
Jackie & Jamie's 20th B-day Dinner (repost + new pics):
                                                             
My 20th Birthday Hotel Party @ Best Western Inn:
   
           
 
If you made it thus far, congratulations! I hope YOU, the viewers, enjoyed this lengthy post knowing it was no fun for me. However, it makes me ponder on where i will be, who i will kick it with and what changes are to come within the next couple years in my journey towards adolescent life crisis? Until a long time from now, this ASP Uh247KiCkYnG is in and out! Two!
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| Mood: Glum.
It's almost been a decade since a close friend of mine has passed away. Sometimes, I find myself in this paradox; the reality of his tragedy seemed surreal. Today, Brian H., Jordan and I went to his cemetery to pay our respects. As i gazed at his tombstone photo, i was reminiscing all the good times we partook in. My god! He was only 13 years old when he died. It wasn't until then that i started to reflect on my life, family, and dreams. I felt ashamed. I had no face, let alone will power to burn incense and fake currency for this metaphysical being whom i call a friend. If only ten years ago the victim had been me, what difference would this make? His parents would still have a son--one child who they could confide to. They would be able to see him graduate from James Denman, high school, and maybe even college. My thoughts were spinning violently like a destructive windstorm. I was upset not at the fact that i didn't visit him until now. More so over the final verdict. Life is so unfair. I really wish the person resting in the coffin was me. That way, i'd be able to see his parents smile once again.
Danny Chan, my good friend, R.I.P. Not a day goes by where i don't think about the experiences we had that shape who i am today. My sorrows, tears, and painful cries will not replace the fact that you are gone.
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| Mood: Lifted.
Thank you to all the people who showed up to my small birthday dinner last saturday on November 11th. I am truly grateful to have such a united group of friends. In addition, i appreciated all the texts, i/ms, voicemails or attempted calls, birthday cards, and presents. I know most people were oblivious about the restaurant, however you guys made it nonetheless. Hot Pot City of Milpitas Review: Selection of Food (6.5/10) Service (8/10) Food Quality (7/10) Parking (9/10). I would like to begin and apologize for the seperate tables. It was awkward that our entire party were more or less divided and seated with strangers. Yet, everyone was talking, laughing, smiling, eating and for the most part, enjoying their company. Theres nothing more to say except im satisfied.
Major thanks to the following people who attended:
Lisa
Raymond L.
Helen
Dennis
Sam
Courtney
Sherene
James
Pearson
Alvin
Alyssa
Tiffany
William
Claire
Jerry
Michael
Damon
Joulen
Jeff
Jordan
Seng
Thuni
Steven
Danny
Aj
David
Billy
Nhung
Janning
Alice
Kouming
Joe
Jenny
Felix
Kayne
Jackie
Nelson J.
Sing
Sorry if i missed any names.
P.S. Smoking a blunt can uplift your spirits. Don't try it at home kids. Until the next ASP event, this ASP Uh247KiCkYnG is in and out. Two!
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| Mood: Stoic.
It's been about 2 months now here at San Jose State University and i don't know what to expect. I get so many mixed feelings whether i'm going to pull through this semester alive. First of all, the professors have dull lectures explaining hard facts rather than showing examples of the subject application. Secondly, my part-time job seems to be holding back my studying time. Thus, causing me to lose more sleep in order to complete the hectic assignments. I get a feeling of nostalgia as if i was at Skyline again, maintaining academics while sacrificing little sleep. On the upside, i've been living on my own and this taste of independence is uplifting my negative spirits. I met a lot of people, stopped playing games(as opposed to before), and hung out a lot more with my old friends. To give some closure, I will try to the best of my ability to cut old habits and strive for a promising, yet achievable end.
"We spend our entire lives not looking for someone to love, but to be loved by someone." -Uh247KiCkYnG
I just thought i shared that quote from a dream i had the other night in bed. If this applies to you, i'm glad you can relate because some might disagree. Anyhow, thats all i have to say for now so until next time, this ASP Uh247KiCkYnG is in and out. Two!
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